I can’t tell if it’s the music that’s depressing or if I just listen to music when I’m sad and upset

It’s always classical music too. None of that modern Asian pop genre.

And it’s not just one song. I’ve probably spent the last 7 hours or so listening to piano, violin, and oboe concertos, waltzes, symphonies, sonatas, etudes (no nocturnes though), and random others.

But music of that sort, no matter how dramatic or loud, really makes me feel relaxed. I don’t quite forget about the things that upset me. If anything, I think about them more.

I can’t wait until Thanksgiving break (only 6 more school days until then too!).

I need a long vacation.