Guess what I did on Valentine’s Day…

I spent the bulk of the time from the start of 7th period to 3:30 sitting in Coldstone trying to finish their new chocolate ice cream plus lots of chocolate something something flavor. I like chocolate. xP

Too bad I got the Gotta Have It and chocolate covered waffle. And it only cost… $7 too. (I did skip out on lunch and then later dinner.)

Yeeep. Eating too much chocolate is bad.

I asked one of my friends to come with me, and I feel sort of bad because both of us needed some uber major extra sleepage. >_>; And he finished his Love It size like 30 minutes into the 2 hours we were there. ROFL. All we did was talk about how robotics didn’t seem right this year *sigh* Then because I didn’t feel like getting up… and I NEEDED to get something not sweet, he walked over to Quiznos (sp?) for me and got me something with Italian sausage something.

Yep, we had it during robotics on Tuesday, and I was just totally craving it.

Why didn’t I just go to the boba shoppe? It would’ve ended all my problems early.

But nooo, I just had to have Coldstone.

Maybe I just wanted to treat myself to something somewhat special? xP

I ended up not finishing my zomg yummy sandwich, since I fell asleep and well, I guess I’ve slept for 12 hours now. I feel better too. I think I slept 2 hours or so last night… and slept maybe 3 hours the two nights before.

So I was running on… it feels like negative energy. ._.

Robotics is totally messing me up this week. Last year, I had time to work on some homework when I wasn’t busy with anything else.

Electrical is so much more fun than programming at this point. I’m kind of tired of looking at code for the last 5 weeks.

I’m almost done writing all of the functions we need.

I just hope it works.

But yes, I had a billion project things to do on Thursday and 2 tests, and I didn’t even read one of the chapters I needed to study for biology. (I like to cram the night before… and lectures aren’t… really worth much imo). So yep, I think I missed half the questions from that chapter and maybe 2 from the other. >_>;;; PHAIL.

My senior project idea was shot down on Tuesday. I broke down crying 3 times on Tuesday. Not enough effort pshhh… DO THEY KNOW ME?! So I had to totally REDO A WEEK’S FULL OF RESEARCH and write my essay outline in 2 nights. AND I HAD ROBOTICS.

Totally demeaning.

Then the office secretary got mad at me again. Only because I was working on Calculus, and there was only one book, and someone came in and said he needed it, so we worked together, and there were no chairs, so I turned my chair around. NYA NYA NYA NYA NYYA.

So I started crying. Too much stress. Too much pressure. Too much anger. Too much disappointment.

Then later on, my robotics mentor, who overheard me before, came out and tried to talk things out with me. And I broke down crying.

Then my dad came with the practice robot. And I went to the library. And I started crying.

Overly emotional, no?

It’s the first time… I’ve done that in a while. Like some huge bubble of emotions just popping. *pop*

Robotics actually made me feel better. It got my mind off of stuff… until I realized I had so much stuff to do when I got home. D:

We went to this Italian frozen yogurt place, because it was past 9 PM and we were hoping to find something chilled that would keep us awake the rest of the night. The boba place closed at 9. Starbucks was “closed.” So we wound up there. It was interesting because they didn’t know what the beep they were doing. It was amusing watching them try to make chilled mocha and coconut smoothie. Experimenting? Too bad they gave me maybe 3/4 of the cup full and I still paid the same price. asdf. But it was good entertainment.

So anyways, yesterday was the same-old. Or rather, the worst Valentine’s Day to date until 7 something PM when I was sound asleep.

Other people got roses. I was taking and failing my test. I walked into a mailbox when I walked to Coldstone. Luckily, the cars waited for me when I crossed the street. >_o Sorry I made you guys wait! *shoutout to random people* I slaaammed my elboy into the whiteboard marker holder thing during econ. *sits at the wall/edge/board w/e* My backpack was so heavy it hurt today. I haven’t had such a heavy backpack in a while. And even though I fell twice because of it in freshman year, I somehow managed to stand my ground when I was getting off the bus and falling backwards.

And I was totally and utterly incoherent. Not thinking. Doubly failing bio. At least when you think, you have some idea about what’s going on. -.-

HAHAHA. Ya know, I still have homework to do. And I have 2 hours to do it…

I’m totally POed about school and work. I have a research paper draft due Wednesday.

I get home at pretty much 10 EVERY NIGHT UNTIL MONDAY. When I BET I’M GOING TO BE STAYING AT SCHOOL UNTIL TUESDAY, NOT STUDYING FOR MY GOVERNMENT TEST.

UGHHH.

But you know~ one special person did pretty much turn my entire week around. :3 Even though it’s now Friday, and Friday’s are just Friday’s. And a few lines of somethings on Jabber… that I read nearly half a day after they were sent. (not quite)… yep.

*glomps* *pokes* *hugs* and whatever else because that made me feel special. <3 Sorry I haven’t been chatting. ._.

Now… ONTO LOADS OF HOMEWORK! And possibly nibbling/munching on the leftover spicy tuna rolls and the Quiznos if my dad didn’t eat it already. xP