I failed. But! Today started off shitty, and ended up shitty. What else am I supposed to expect? Sure, I finally caught up with the most recent chapter of Skip Beat. Sure, I just waited for 4 hours. Sure I had been crying for most of those 4 hours. Sure I think government workers are heartless. Sure I think my driving instructor fails epically, though I feel bad for him. Sure I missed work. Sure I missed seeing Scott for the last time. Sure this sure that. Here. Read this instead.
Angie
3:01
i failed
i hate my driving instructor
Conformity
3:01
Angie
3:01
the proctor person said i failed with like
half of the test to complete
but the paper had everything checked off
so i guess i failed
because of the last lane change
which was retarded
’cause thte car in the lane i was supposed to change into
just kept on staying there
but i was already traveling at 35
so
i didn’t want to speed up too much to get ahead
but she said i ended up stopping
but i really don’t think i did stop
’cause i was looking
for that stupid 35 mph
Conformity
3:03
ouch
Angie
3:03
i ean
mean
in that case
you could slow down and let the car in the next lane pass you right?
like i even waited an awfully long time
before attempting to change
but it seemed like no matter what
that car was just like
there
[insert something about i drove too slowly that the car behind me had to stop?! ... well, the car in the other lane just wasn't letting up, though it's funny to say i stopped.........]
Conformity
3:04
Angie
3:04
and the worst part was
i got to the shitty dmv office
at 9
right
but the idiot instructor made a mistake with the appointment
so he drove me all the way to west covina
and i sat there for 3 hours
and he never so much as said sorry
and he just left me there
and i forgot my phone
so i was in panic mode
and at 12:30 pm
Conformity
3:05
Angie
3:05
he tells me we’re driving back
and then at 1
Conformity
3:05
wowzers
Angie
3:05
we end up at the pasadena dmv again
and i seriously hadn’t eaten for the longest time
and i had a headache from crying so much
and i took the shitty test
with the proctor
that like
when i asked a question
you know
i hate government workers
so spiteful
Conformity
3:06
Angie
3:07
and i told my boss i was supposed to get to work at lunch
and i was supposed to eat lunch with scott
and stuff
i dunno
is that supposed to be a normal experience?
i was already nervous as it was
then it turned to anger
and disappointment really quickly
Conformity
3:08
~_~. You just have a knack for getting shitty days
Angie
3:08
and i finally started talking back to the teacher
and you know what?
even though he never said so much as a fucking sorry
for once, he actually seemed a bit… umm… compassionate?
after i failed…
and he bought me lunch
i guess…
though i just realized i left the hamburger in his car
Conformity
3:09
~_~
Angie
3:13
is that really normal?
i mean
Conformity
3:13
your driving test?
Angie
3:14
way to make me feel even more like shit
yes
Conformity
3:14
No not really
this is why you plan your own shit.
Angie
3:14
so
in that case
making a lane change
what should i do?
just go past the speed limit?
she said ’cause i ended up making the lane change too late
i wasn’t able to get to a turn too…
even though all of the turns had been circled and stuff
Conformity
3:15
just go at a time when roads are less crowded
Angie
3:16
but it wasn’t crowded
Conformity
3:16
you have to strategically plan your driving test ~_~
Angie
3:16
it just happened to be that one car
and it was being annoying as hell
and my god
why did today suck so much?
Conformity
3:18
bad tends only tend to get worse
shitty days pretty much jsut get shitty exponentially with time
Angie
3:19
so my mom just pointed out
and i thought of it too
that the guy just wasted
his whole day
with me
even though he could’ve been earning money with other jobs
so that
i dunno
Conformity
3:19
lol burn.
Angie
3:19
yeah, i sort of feel bad
but it was his fault
i dunno what to do anymore
;_;
and here’s where you’re supposed to come in and blame me for being an idiot
Conformity
3:20
lol
well its a shit day
not gonna shit on it more haha
Angie
3:21
but you normally do
Conformity
3:21
most of it was just really bad luck lol
Angie
3:21
and that ends up making me feel better
Conformity
3:21
lol
if you wanna be shit on
i could just say plan better moron.
Angie
3:21
yessir
lol…
i dunno
Conformity
3:21
set your own appointments
and use your parents shit
Angie
3:21
use my parents?
but they’re never home
they have work
they drive to work
that’s why i never practice either
or rather, i hardly do
i don’t have a car readily available
also
as much as i’d like to be able to drive
my parents forced me into this situation
i’m so tired
Conformity
3:24
go to sleep
Angie
3:27
i don’t feel like it
Angie
4:08
i feel like i’m just pitying myself
T_T
Conformity
4:08
go read some manga
Angie
4:08
finish skip beat
lol
Conformity
4:10
you finished?
Angie
4:10
nope
26 more chs
Conformity
4:10
then get to work
Angie
4:10
yessir
sorry for bugging you
[...]
Angie
5:04
aside form crying at home
Conformity
5:04
and say you didnt check till it was too late
Angie
5:04
or like holding it in and then breaking up at the spot
or like
asking you for help/advice
etc.
i just really
can’t face these situations well
like i blew up today
Conformity
5:05
feigning ignorance
best way
to dodge situations
lol
Angie
5:05
but it makes me feel bad
that i’m not trying hard enough
Conformity
5:05
well thats your fault
Angie
5:05
i mean
Conformity
5:05
It is not your responsibility to help people who ask for help
Angie
5:06
you could argue feigning ignorance
Conformity
5:06
if you’re helping someone it should be ebcause you want
Angie
5:06
’cause i’m blaming my instructor
for everything
but really
Conformity
5:06
not ebcause you are compelled to by some misguided sense of conscience
hmm i need fix how i type because.
Angie
5:06
it was really just unexpected
not like he could do much
and then i wasted his time
and threw a fit because i was just fed up
Conformity
5:06
every day is a new learning experience ~)~
Angie
5:06
but if i look at things from his point of view…
i mean
he’s not a bad guy, i guess
he just has no patience
and he can’t say sorry when he should
but
like after i failed and when he got me lunch and stuff
and even when he left
i kind of think he was feeling guilty
but rather than like
taking his feelings into consideration
i went berserk
though i’m been holding that berserk mode down for several weeks now
i was one hour
from finishing this
i mean
even if i did fail…
without that situation…
Conformity
5:08
you need to go on vacation ~_~
Angie
5:08
hah
Conformity
5:09
rather you should start smoking pot or something.
Angie
5:09
LOL
calm myself down?
Conformity
5:09
it would benefit you greatly
lol @ visual image of angie smoking pot
hahahaha
Angie
5:13
…
Angie
7:39
valentines
x3
Conformity
7:39
lol
Angie
8:24
such a long prelude to valentines
x_x
Angie
8:40
omg kiisuuuu
Angie
8:45
it wasn’t that
omg ish
typical shoujo manga
lol
rather, this is actually becoming more typicall
-l
not to say i don’t like it
but…
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