White Reflections

This has been the most unproductive summer of my life. I feel like I’m just waiting for something to happen, but nothing’s happening at all. It’s hard to finish what I’ve started, and it’s hard to start what I’ve planned. How… mildly… depressing? Having the Internet can be such a curse. I need to stop [...]

I think this summer’s party will be the last one of it’s kind, at least for me. I promised some friends that I would have one. I’m actually not really looking forward to it for several reasons, which I’ll list later. Plus, there are just so many schedule conflicts what with people starting school in [...]

Every lunch, it’s the same effing scene. I wait in line. x people cut in front of me. I do nothing. I get what’s left over, a 5 minute lunch, or nothing at all. Either I whine to the teachers about it or I tell the idiots who cut in front of me that they [...]

Once upon a time, I was a happy child with virtually no qualms about life. I was assertive. I loved having friends and garnering people’s attention. I loved to speak and interact and perform. I loved to dance, to sing, to play instruments in front of an audience with absolutely no fears. I was always [...]

I love Livejournal, because it’s the place I get to vent and express myself, but yet I still am able to retain a certain level of anonymity (use of that word directly correlates to Internet personas IMO). The people that usually read my posts are friends that I’ve never met in real life (but I [...]